Memoirs of a Spiritual Catalyst

I regularly went through periods of swearing off exploring energetic realms in hopes of accomplishing the coveted goal of being like other kids. But no matter how hard I tried to shut off my awareness of energy or my clairvoyance, I could not. It got to the point where I hated myself for it.
Do you have any idea what it is like to see so deeply into others that you see where they hurt, and beyond that to why, (no matter how long ago it occurred — especially when they have hidden it from themselves)? Since we live in a culture that doesn’t really support deep dives into ourselves, having a 5th grader see beyond your happy façade made most folks pretty uncomfortable.
Not addressing the things I saw was difficult. Having that kind of awareness made me a very odd child and teenager indeed!

Copyright 2021 Lia Russ
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Sunday Series: These Shores, Part One
Memoirs Of A Spiritual Catalyst Forever I have run to these shores … Forever I have run from these shores …Lia Russ That is the beginning of a poem…
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Sunday Series : These Shores, Part Three
Memoirs Of A Spiritual Catalyst I had to learn everything myself, by trial and error. And aside from being very lonely, exploring the world we cannot see without any…
Sunday Series: These Shores, Part Four
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Sunday Series: These Shores, Part Five
Memoirs of A Spiritual Catalyst If you see visions, it can be very hard to tell the difference between several important factors. Is what I’m seeing for me? (Or…
Sunday Series: These Shores, Part Six
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Sunday Series: These Shores, Part Seven
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